Went with a different style this time. Anyways, this is for a challenge going on in Amino. The theme is insecurities, and I was thinking of drawing some of my OCs that have visible insecurities (i.e. Saian’s eye). But I wanted to challenge myself, I know emotional insecurity is a thing, and Rukka I believe fits under that category.
Since she’s indifferent, she’s aware of her behavior and how it negatively affects some of the people around her. She struggles to show that she is indeed a caring person, but she can’t since it’s something she’s not used to. Ever since her father died, she’s been an indifferent person. If she were to try to express concern or care, it would be in a way where she ends up making things worse. Therefore, whenever she does show “concern,” “appreciation,” and all that jazz, it’s in a way where it’s not “too” aggressive. But unfortunately for those who aren’t as close to her as some others, they tend to take it the wrong way.
And because she is aware with how she is, she often secludes herself from others. She can’t really get along with others because of it, but if she tried to express any other emotion, things would just blow up in her face and she wouldn’t be able to deal with that.
So that would explain the theme of this drawing. The left side shows her expressing fear, sadness or concern. While the right is her indifference side, the face she puts on every day. -do not repost- -self advertisements will be reported as spam-
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