To the outside world this year for us has been an incredible, once in a lifetime event of celebrations from weddings, new businesses, to jet setting around the world for a few months. But on the inside, there has been fears, stress, angst (and of course so much love and excitement), but if I’m honest also the feeling of being lost. A lot lost actually. This big, beautiful year (which is not over for us yet!) has been one big mighty build up to event after event and I have felt a little lost not having something huge to plan for. Our wedding will forever stand the test of time and be my most favourite day ever, followed very closely by our honeymoon which will be my most favourite 59 days ever! But coming back felt a little empty....
No AirBnB to book
No Greek Island to research
No delicious aperitif to consume
Don’t even get me started on baguettes here... and with my wedding dress in it’s beautiful box staring right at me but with no reason to put it on
But I am finally starting to recall all of those chats Craig and I had pre wedding about our future and what we want to work towards and all of those layers peeled back one ocean and experience at a time on our European adventure. And it feels good, friends. It feels good to remember those moments and feel excitement for what’s to come and what’s to be created
Maybe it was the post wedding blue and post holiday blues. Who knows. But the fog is clearing and although I am manifesting as hard as I possibly can to be in the Amalfi again... tomorrow 😉 I am content and so very happy in this little life of mine