I long for a world in which I am okay.
Though, I fear in such a world I'd have never met you.
You are everything. You bring me purpose.
But mostly, you are pain.
My heart hurts. It breaks, and my bones they ache from the weight of our fate and I'm destined to take my own life.
You make me ask myself why. Why does he make me cry? Why does he bury me so deep and pack the dirt so tightly around my body that I'll never be free? Why can't I be free?
Why am I me?
I've always known I'd never love myself but,
Why doesn't he?
My eyes My throat My lungs
All I do is yearn for the hope that I have earned the love that I deserve.
But you say nothing.
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