Get my 30 day chip this weekend. Crazy to think a month ago I'd wish I was dead alot of times. That's what drinking to the point you're passing out everyday does to you after a while, you get into your head alot, you over analyze everything, you want the anxiety and depression to just stop, you yourself want to stop but can't. That shit takes over your life. You'd do anything to have it, and I've done some stupid shit to get it. Now, in this short period of time, I have been learning not to think ahead. Think of what's in front of you now. Breathe. I've had my ups and downs since my sobriety started, but what's cool is when I was down I finished the day sober. Happy Friday y'all.